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You don't deserve love

by Udon Box

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1.
No escape 03:31
Today once again, I wake up in the morning Same day, everyday, always the same routine. Eat fast a tiny breakfast, drink fast a cheap cup of coffee. I know already what's going next, they tell it on the radio ''Hum hum. Prices getting higher, nobody ain't feeling happy in this country.'' My boss will be mad, his wife shouted at him, Colleagues are sad, life isn't easy But really I do not mind, I just don't look at it As long as I got my dreams, I find the strenght to face my worries, I smile a it. Whenever you feel like things aren't going in your way Whenever you think the world's broken and you're gonna sink in it Don't live like a slave, break thos chains around your neck Face it, build it, this world you've dreamt so much about. Nope, the day isn't over Still got to leave work and pass by this homeless guy That old 'ma who can't walk without a cane, you think that Reality's ugly ? Well paint it. You think system's broken ? Well fix it. Not a hero ? Who minds ! Nobody'll come, try as much as you can 'cause Even if you don't get to the end, you don't have to walk a boring rocky road Even if you don't then, no reason to stop, keep trying until you find a place that Seems cosy, it hasn't to be, yeah I disagree, I wanna die saying that at least I lived, Let me be that person my child me always wanted to be. Whenever you feel like things aren't going in your way Whenever you think the world's broken and you're gonna sink in it Don't live like a slave, break thos chains around your neck Face it, build it, this world you've dreamt so much about. Who keeps singing like it ? That's so demagogic, you're prick ! Ain't going anywhere, sit down on the couch and keep living your normal pitty live. You can't runaway, There's no escape. You know there's no escape. Whenever you feel like things aren't going in your way Whenever you think the world's broken and you're gonna sink in it Don't live like a slave, break thos chains around your neck Face it, build it, this world you've dreamt so much about. You know there's no escape.
2.
Hope 03:08
I'm lonely, connot talk to anyone, cannot get out of my house Still, I found hope like this. I'm poor, I'm crap, makes them think I'm sad and irrelevant Just cause I can't bear their presence But inside my mind I'm a whole new one, no one to teel me that I'm a failure Locked in my house I feel like I'm free I'm fine like this. Since I was a child, I couldn't fit in I couldn't understand what they wanted from me I wanted to run, but they got me hanging A puppet, a rôle to play but I don't belong here (CUT YOUR THREADS) I cannot do it (CUT YOUR THREADS) I'mma think of it (CUT YOUR THREADS) I'm gonna do it I cut my threads I'm poor, I'm crap, makes them think I'm sad and irrelevant Just cause I can't bear their presence But inside my mind I'm a whole new one, no one to teel me that I'm a failure Locked in my house I feel like I'm free I'm fine like this. Leaving this hell Elevating to my kind of heaven No one to talk to now (I guess I'll deal with it) Only me myself and I (can do what I want to) I locked myself and I'm happier then ever THROW THE KEY THROW THE KEY No one remembers me now (and that's for the better) I get to imagine a world (that would fit to me) I'm the kind of pupper (that holds its own threads) I found hope, with those ropes The more I vanish, I achieve my wish The less I exist, the more I'm free. (x3)
3.
Relieved 03:40
I can't see myself as a happy living Cause I know what's inside, just come in. There's a me rolled on the ground He wouldn't get, he drags me down. The dude is heavy no matter how I try I can't lift him, I can't lift him So I'm mad, and I smash him down It hurts but I got no time And a wound wouldn't heal that fast So I try to ignore that I'm moving on, but why am I sad ? He's crying, but why ? Everytime I hit, I'm the one who get's the injury, Wait... If he's me, should I... Should I... I decide to talk with him, But his weakness gets on my nerves, He feels it and even more, he cowers. Why are we that different ? You're slowing me I didn't ask for nothing Relieve me you don't know how I feel bad because of your presence here (Do you even know me (yourself)... ?) It hurts but I got no time And a wound wouldn't heal that fast So I try to ignore that I'm moving on, but why am I sad ? He's crying, but why ? Everytime I hit, I'm the one who get's the injury, Wait... If he's me, should I... Should I... Hey, you... You're obsession is drowning you Be gentle to yourself... Forgive yourself. It hurts but I got no time And a wound wouldn't heal that fast So I try to ignore that I'm moving on, but why am I sad ? He's crying, but why ? Everytime I hit, I'm the one who get's the injury, Wait... If he's me, should I... Should I... (forgive him... forgive him... forgive yourself x2).

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UDON BOX – YOU DON’T DESERVE LOVE

Composé par : Benji (BOOTSCUT) et Yasmine (RIN YAMADA)

Label : FLAVORED RECORDS

Enregistré au Sofa studio et à la maison

Drums : Roch DEROUBAIX

Mixage : ROMTOMCAT

Master : Nathan HAMIEL (The Freq Zone)

Illustration : NONAMENOSOCKS

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released April 17, 2020

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